Why, oh dear, why? This hunger fits me so well but my head is pulled and pressed upon. My body feels entirely alien- odd this skin I’m in. These chemicals -oh dear - filling my head - oh man - these vivid moments of clarity, the blurred numbness, the unsettling confusion. Oh! the tormoils of acceptance, my heart yearns for you… so… silently calling out… wishing on long gone stardust… drifting away… when will your face flee from my memory? When will the track of your voice in my subconcious erase? End this misery, please, can you? Should I take this pill? Will it help me forget your name for good? Will you ever be mine again? Oh. Can you feel me still? Release my heart or hold me in your arms. Wrap me up in your addictive charms. Oh man. If you only knew the ways that I loved you.